The lover I still seek
is better than me.
Infinitely small and large,
She has been where I am before,
Where they gave her trophies she wouldn’t accept.
But you can see them in her eyes.
The answer to everything is in her now
and at no other time.
She is always slightly out of reach.
The only thing she doesn’t know
is that she is too good for me.
And that’s why I haven’t found her yet.